Is this love?

Yesterday I said I'd wake up and say "I love my life. It is wonderful. I thank God for all He has given me." Well I did it and today I feel merry and blessed to be alive!

As it has make me so content, I just hope that people think about the way the world, humans and animals are and why we were put on this planet. Don't you think it's all about mind-blowing! How come if the earth was a couple of metres left or right we would not be about to survive on the earth and how come earth is the only planet that has the essential things humans and animals need. Why are people so joyfull about being incorious?

Now I will open the book called Starting your day right by Joyce Meyer randomly just because I was really happy today. Here we go!

Page 88 - God Will Brighten Your Day

He set himself to seek God ... and as long as he sought (inquired of, yearned for) the Lord, God made him prosper.
2 Chronicles 26:5

Jesus got up early in the morning, long before daylight, and went out to a deserted place, and prayed - He got alone (see Mark 1:35). There were so many people who followed Jesus everywhere He went that He probably wouldn't have had any time alone if He hadn't gotten up really early.
If you aren't a morning person, the thought of getting up early may make you nervous. But you can decipher for yourself what "early" means to you. Nine o'clock is early if you are to staying in bed til noon. Even if you only get up fifteen minutes earlier than usual to have some time alone with God, you will honor Him, and that time with Him, will make your whole day brighter.

See this is just creepy. I said my day was really content and now it says get up early and your whole day will be brighter :D So tomorrow I will do this and I may not write about it as I don't want to start boring people but my thoughts are that people moan so much about going an extra 0.1 mile in a car to get fishcakes in Morrisons instead of tescos or whether it is to wash up. At the end of the day, Jesus had the worst of all and he did not moan nor did he say I dislike all the people who did so wrong to me and I hope people who are or are not Christians will just go that extra mile to be more joyful.

A day to remember.

So it has been three days since I gave my life to Jesus and became baptised and today it really hit me that everyday is not as happy as the rest. I just felt like today I was not very patient with people and I even cried.

I am currently trying to improve my life and judgement on the world by being less sinful and there is a book my sister has called Starting your day right by Joyce Meyer and I advise you buy it 'cause by doing one small thing everyday changes the world. I am so excisted to have a devotion for each day of the year I hope I help myself and of course others to be more content about just life. Anyway it basically has everyday inside it and it has a title like "Go with what you know" then I verse from the bible and last her personal feelings and I just sat watching Pieers Morgans interview with Geri Heliwell and she was talking about her life and her misforture and such and it make me think "Right, today I am going to have a devotion to write on this blog continuely so I can inspire people and so I can look back and think about my life as a Chirstian.

As I am abit of a random person I have decided to open the book I was perviously talking about randomly and write all of it down so that if someone may read this; they themselves can do it, so here we go!

Page 151 - You Can Change
We were buried therefore with Him by the baptism into death, so that just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glorious [power] of the Father, so we too might [habitually] live and behave in newness of life.
Romans 6:4

You will never reach your destiny by thinking negative thoughts. When you first wake up in the morning, start saying "I love my life. It is wonderful. I thank God for everything He has given me."
You will do yourself a favour if you start thinking right thoughts so that you will also choose right actions. Sowing the right actions into your day will form new habits. As you begin to operate in those new habits, you will change in your character. And as your character changes, you will move into the destiny that God has for you. By God's power you can live in newness of life.

Now I know you might not feeling this but I was just going on about my negative thoughts towards people and to be honest I have not felt truely happy but this page has given me hope as it was just picked at random. I literally just opened the book and write it down. Now I feel amazing... and tomorrow I will say when I wake up "I love my life. It is wonderful. I thank God for everything He has given me."
I hope I have inspired you whether you are a Chirstian or not to actually think wow you know I actually love that I am alive and I thank whoever you want to thank whether it is your mother, father or the Lord just go for it :D

To a new beginning

After the Easter service at church on Sunday, I gave my life to Jesus. I felt for many years not to became a Christian as it would be too much of a challenge and in the bible it says to forgive all people no matter how sinful they have been and I have hold many grudges on people for the smallest of things and hold them for as long as I can remember. I thought I would never change and following Jesus would not help me change but of course now I do!

I am a strong believer in special occasions and as it was the day of Jesus rising from the dead I felt as if I also was rising from the dead. You see my mum had moved far away, I just moved in with my sister, broke up with my boyfriend, had no friends around me, literally just felt lifeless and I prayed to God (before I was a Christian) and I asked him to help me. I tell you he answered it quick because I got back with my boyfriend, realised I had new friends from Diss around me and old ones as well and even gave me life all within a day or two. I’ll admit that if it was not for Tanya I would not of had the courage to get up at the front of the church as it was still all new to me and it was my first time being at the front but she give me that extra push and I truly thank her.

When we got home, Tanya showed me the story of being baptised with a bowl and two small plastic dolls from Turaya doll house (sorry Turaya). The water is dirty but once you became baptised the water becomes clean and after, she asked where I would like to be baptised if I did as some Christians do not became baptised for months maybe even years and whether I would like to do that at our church or at a local river. Surprisingly, I said "yes, let's do that today." I did not care if many people were with me or whether they were I just knew that I wanted to be baptised on Easter Sunday and I did not want to wait a whole year… unfortunately John was at work so Mark and Tanya took me to Knettishall Heath and Mark read John 7:12 and Tanya read Ephesians 6:10-12 and Tanya prayed that I would be a loving and caring person to many. Then walked into the water which was absolutely freezing (I tell you if you are going to be baptised, do it on a summer day) and as I went under the water I felt like something was inside me it may have been because I was that cold from the water but I felt new and that was all that mattered to me.

Driving home, everything felt different. The trees, clouds, land just looked incredible. I sit mostly in silence the whole way back and just taking the land in. I do not know why I did not see this before but I said to Tanya “ How is this earth not made by God, look at it”

Tanya is so right about me being a caring people ‘cause I feel like I really want to change peoples’ understanding of the world and God. I just cant wait to become a Street Pastor, bring it on!

And to finish this blog I would like to write a verse from Luke 6:38
“Give and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.”